There’s a fine line between calculated risk and utter
insanity but this lies on the rational side by a hair’s breadth – or at least
that’s what I keep telling myself.
I called El Al to reschedule my flight from Israel to New
York from this Tuesday to the very last possible extension date (September
4). The last extension was $50 so I
figured this would be a cheap safety net.
By September I would know if I had officially gotten into University at
Sde Boqer to start in October and would be able to leave if I hadn’t for some
reason. If I did get in, I would have a
job lined up from the last week of August to school starting in late
October. However, the flight back would
cost me $250 to change and that is on top of the flight cost from NYC to
Sacramento. A $400 minimum insurance
policy wasn’t what I was all about.
So the choice came down to leaving Tuesday or canceling my flight altogether and rolling the dice on admission to BGU. I just am not ready to leave. Not because I want to spend the rest of my life here but because it’s just not the right time to go. I can feel it in my bones.
So I’ve officially moved to Israel, I guess. Come what may. Anyone want to come visit and bring the rest of my stuff?
So the choice came down to leaving Tuesday or canceling my flight altogether and rolling the dice on admission to BGU. I just am not ready to leave. Not because I want to spend the rest of my life here but because it’s just not the right time to go. I can feel it in my bones.
So I’ve officially moved to Israel, I guess. Come what may. Anyone want to come visit and bring the rest of my stuff?
P.S. Madre, Padre, and Brodre… I tried to call and tell you this
in person but your phones went straight to voicemail so…. Surprise! I’ll call y’all when you get back to
Sacramento.
Um... what??? You cancelled your flight! Aside from me being very unhappy about this for selfish reasons (I miss you!), I am astounded by your guts. I hope hope hope that you hear from BGU soon!
ReplyDeleteMISS YOU! Hope your parents are ok with this!
Also, what about your wisdom teeth?
Call me soon so I can be properly excited for your life and angry that you're not coming to Atlanta anymore.